Why? Why'd you have to talk to me and sweep me off my feet? Why'd you have to make me wanna hear from you every second of everyday? Why'd you have to be so nice to me? Why'd you have to make me feel so cared for? Why'd you make me feel the way i felt now? Why'd you have to know just the right word to get me flying back to you? Why'd you have to make me fall for you? Cus i did Firdaus. I fell for you. But you, you weren't there to catch me. Why me Firdaus, why. And now, why'd you have to leave? My mistake here: i fell too quickly and trust too easily. Why, cus i thought maybe you'd be different. I paced back and forth this time cus i honestly believed in you, planned out so many things i'd like to go with you. But no. I should've trusted my instinct telling me from the very start that all this is too good to be true. Today, marks the day that i'm gonna walk away from you. I'm gonna forget every bit details that reminds me of you. I'm gonna have to pretend that i've never know you. Delete my number, block my twitter, pretend that i've never existed. It's okay if we can't be together in the end. I'm blessed and thankful and glad that you've given me the chance to know you and that you're once part of my life. Your problem: You are still a boy. I think you're not ready. To "love someone wholeheartedly.." I thought you could be "something" and i could be that "girl". You only said you were. But clearly you weren't. Hey you? Go easy on the girls you're gonna be with. You might just hurt someone who truly loves you. Yes it's nice to be friendly. But no girl would wanna see you hurting the girls the way you did. Or maybe you did. But to just one girl. Our journey ends here. Well, actually i've got no rights to say this to you. To me, i want it to. Who knows maybe someday we'd meet in the streets and i'm happy with him and you're happy with her, we'd make a second glance and acknowledge each other by just smiling, no words. It's been a pleasure knowing you Firdaus Abil. I cherished the 4 months knowing each other. Till today, i still don't know the reason why we stopped talking. Maybe you're the coward one for not telling? Anyway, it's not important already. So there isn't a need for you to explain. I think i've answered all your questions so please after this, stop texting me. I won't entertain you. Farewell.
